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Le Francais? - LifeShit |
05:45 |
 Je ne sais pas pourquoi j'ai ouvert cette blog (le mot blog... c'est feminin?) et prouquoi cette blog est en Francais. Peut-être parce que Julia dit que le Francais c'est très sexy? Probable pas. Ou peut-être parce que je aime les voix (qu'est-ce qu'est le pluriel de voix?) des les Francais (masculin!)? Je ne sais pas. The only thing I know is that I seriously NEED a fukken blog, where I can spam all my sucken feelings and thoughts and that I need to improve my très bad French. So this blog will be either on French or English, depends on how I feel.
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OGUSHUN! |
 So don't mind if I start right of with my spam.
The big pic on the top is from Ogushun. I LOVE HIM.
Hahaa. Yeah, I do.
I'm just in love wit him and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e.
And now I'm acutually about watchin the last episode which consists of 4 parts à 24 min. Dash!
But I don't want to watch it (not because he's gonna kissing another girl!), I don't want the whole thing to be over !!!!
Jeeeeezz.... I'm acting like 14 ! But well, that's love looolzzz (crazyGirl)
Anywayss, I just HAD to take a picture of him (actually 9) in my first post xD 
Loolzz, actually really hate myself for NOT being Japanese and not being a famous actor there !^^ (so I could get to know every kawaii actor/singer/ etc.)
Talking about my feeling (a yeah? were we?). People who have rad my other blog, possibly know, that I'm not too happy wit my life.
And they possibly know that I'm discontented. And they possibly wonder why?
I don't know it myself. The only thing I know is, that I think my life really sucks.
I don't know why sometimes I just wanna give it up. Sleep the whole day, let other ppl do the shit.
I really don't care anymore. Why should I make efforts for something, which won't suceed, which will be just in vain, or not good enough.
Well I just have to go through it all. I know that when ppl will read this, they will try to comfort me, or they will try to cheer me up. But I think this won't help !^^ Or won't be necessary at all. Cuz I don't even know, why I am sad.
It's just a fact. And yet I still don't know when I'm done with being sad all the time?
Maybe when summer holidaes are here and I can go to vietnam and enjoy life? 'sarcastic.laughter' Enjoy what?! Life?! Don't make fun of me, lor.
Or maybe when I finally get the scholarship, which I (or my parents want).
Or maybe when I don't expect that much from me anymore.
Maybe I just push myself to hard? Maybe I should see things easier. Haha, I sound like a wunderkind, which can't cope with the pressure anymore.
I really don't know, am I really expecting to much from myself? Can't be...
Or am I just underestimating all the happy things, which happen to me? Hmm.... What to do if that's the case? It can't be helped I guess xD No, I don't really think it's like that... Or is it? Awww............................
Problems over problems.
Should I really be dealing with such a shit. Shouldn't I rather care about fashion, party and boys? And sometimes school, like every blind teenager? (Yah, really, aini, you are the only human being who has such problems...)
Ah.................... really, I will just go on with my life. Can't be helped, la.
Think I got nothing more to say.
| AINICHIN! |
 How do you like this layout anyway? ( can you call it layout, it's just white, lor?!) Somehow, I like bright layouts at the time, tough actually I hate it !^^ Eww.....semble que je suis incapable de parler ou ecrire en Francais xD. Alas, alas, c'est la verité. Mais je jure que je vais améliorer mon francais (en ecrire de post en francais?). I have been hearing Big Bang while writing this, really like their music !^^ Very soft and groovy somehow. Listen if you wanna hear some nice backgroundmusic. If someone has free time, can count how many times I wrote 'really' and 'actually'. Think I wrote them damn often.
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Le Francais? - LifeShit |
05:45 |
Je ne sais pas pourquoi j'ai ouvert cette blog (le mot blog... c'est feminin?) et prouquoi cette blog est en Francais. Peut-être parce que Julia dit que le Francais c'est très sexy? Probable pas. Ou peut-être parce que je aime les voix (qu'est-ce qu'est le pluriel de voix?) des les Francais (masculin!)? Je ne sais pas. The only thing I know is that I seriously NEED a fukken blog, where I can spam all my sucken feelings and thoughts and that I need to improve my très bad French. So this blog will be either on French or English, depends on how I feel.
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OGUSHUN! |
So don't mind if I start right of with my spam.
The big pic on the top is from Ogushun. I LOVE HIM.
Hahaa. Yeah, I do.
I'm just in love wit him and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e.
And now I'm acutually about watchin the last episode which consists of 4 parts à 24 min. Dash!
But I don't want to watch it (not because he's gonna kissing another girl!), I don't want the whole thing to be over !!!!
Jeeeeezz.... I'm acting like 14 ! But well, that's love looolzzz (crazyGirl)
Anywayss, I just HAD to take a picture of him (actually 9) in my first post xD
Loolzz, actually really hate myself for NOT being Japanese and not being a famous actor there !^^ (so I could get to know every kawaii actor/singer/ etc.)
Talking about my feeling (a yeah? were we?). People who have rad my other blog, possibly know, that I'm not too happy wit my life.
And they possibly know that I'm discontented. And they possibly wonder why?
I don't know it myself. The only thing I know is, that I think my life really sucks.
I don't know why sometimes I just wanna give it up. Sleep the whole day, let other ppl do the shit.
I really don't care anymore. Why should I make efforts for something, which won't suceed, which will be just in vain, or not good enough.
Well I just have to go through it all. I know that when ppl will read this, they will try to comfort me, or they will try to cheer me up. But I think this won't help !^^ Or won't be necessary at all. Cuz I don't even know, why I am sad.
It's just a fact. And yet I still don't know when I'm done with being sad all the time?
Maybe when summer holidaes are here and I can go to vietnam and enjoy life? 'sarcastic.laughter' Enjoy what?! Life?! Don't make fun of me, lor.
Or maybe when I finally get the scholarship, which I (or my parents want).
Or maybe when I don't expect that much from me anymore.
Maybe I just push myself to hard? Maybe I should see things easier. Haha, I sound like a wunderkind, which can't cope with the pressure anymore.
I really don't know, am I really expecting to much from myself? Can't be...
Or am I just underestimating all the happy things, which happen to me? Hmm.... What to do if that's the case? It can't be helped I guess xD No, I don't really think it's like that... Or is it? Awww............................
Problems over problems.
Should I really be dealing with such a shit. Shouldn't I rather care about fashion, party and boys? And sometimes school, like every blind teenager? (Yah, really, aini, you are the only human being who has such problems...)
Ah.................... really, I will just go on with my life. Can't be helped, la.
Think I got nothing more to say.
| AINICHIN! |
How do you like this layout anyway? ( can you call it layout, it's just white, lor?!) Somehow, I like bright layouts at the time, tough actually I hate it !^^ Eww.....semble que je suis incapable de parler ou ecrire en Francais xD. Alas, alas, c'est la verité. Mais je jure que je vais améliorer mon francais (en ecrire de post en francais?). I have been hearing Big Bang while writing this, really like their music !^^ Very soft and groovy somehow. Listen if you wanna hear some nice backgroundmusic. If someone has free time, can count how many times I wrote 'really' and 'actually'. Think I wrote them damn often.
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